It's no fun reading my ex-classmates' and friends' blogs anymore. Sure, I might not know many of them very well, but at least I have an inkling as to what the hell they're talking about. Or who the hell, whichever applies. I still see them in school everyday, and attend the same classes as them, and (over)hear what they might be gossiping about. But know that we're thrown into different JCs, I feel miles apart from them. If I didn't talk to them after school hours ended back then, fraternising with them now is sure as hell impossible. (Excuse me if my English sounds weird, singlish tends to have that kind of effect on you.)

I really shouldn't be here, thanks to the Ministry of Education and Cambridge, who thought up a new form of torture in the name of Project Work. It's not that I hate my group, I actually think they're pretty decent people, considering the previous luck I've had when it comes to group work. Pity the 4 of them (3 girls and 1 guy/4 girls whichever way you look at it) are like BFFs and I have to sit there with the word "OUTCAST" printed on my forehead.

They try to make me feel included, but all the hushed whispering, suppressed giggles and weird looks? Thanks for trying, but honestly, lousy effort much? I mean, I don't have much to say to them either, so it's fine if we just get our work done and I can just go back to pretending I'm alone and there's no one around me. But life has a sick sense of humour I tell you... My friend was in the same group with 3 other friends. Everyone had at least one friend in their group. Everyone but me, that is.

This sucks, I'm depressed again...

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One thing that never that never ends is my boring lectures. Scenario 1: Student A walks into the lecture theater. He is *gasps* almost 5 minutes late for his lecture! Oh no! And there is only 55 minutes of the left! *cue Dracula music* The teacher, albeit in a flamingo dress 2 sizes too small with the figure of a pregnant woman, screeches for the student to find his seat. Ignoring the teacher, student A finds a seat behind a cute girl from his class. Things start to look up. For the rest of the lecture, he is laughing and joking around with his friends pointlessly hoping the girl will turn around and look at him and find him cool for adding to the noise pollution.

Scenario 2: Student B check her cellphone. She is *everybody gasp!* going to be late for the lecture! But no matter. She continues to fix her hair with her pink hello kitty comb and checks her reflection in the bathroom toilet. Her friends exit the various cubicles. She fishes out her cellphone from her oversized-supposedly-cool-looking-tote and proceeds to camwhore with her 'BFFs' while bitching about every girl in school, completely ignoring the rest of the furious girls waiting for them to finish their pictures so they can make it in time for their lectures. With a toss of their hair, they saunter their way into the lecture theater, giggling as if someone told the funniest private joke of the century. Short skirt, check. Great hair, check. Laser-whitened teeth, check. Bitchy attitudes, check. Everyone's eyes on them, check. Now smile and sit down in the middle of the theater, where everyone would be able to see you. Make sure to sit near students as mentioned above and laugh dumbly at everything they say while hiking up your skirt to boost their ego and land yourself a date.

Scenario 3: Student C arrives earlier than the lecturer. Her hair is neat, her skirt knee length and decent. She sits down with her friends and make a few jokes. They murmur their disapproval at the students who arrived late. They proceed to take down notes, lapping up everything the lecturer says. After the lecture, they leave promptly to their next venue. Late, is the new f-word for them.

Scenario 4: Student D (a.k.a. yours truly) is one of the student C clique with an I-don't-give-a-damn attitude. Proceeds to doodle on the notes and slight drooling may occur when she's sleeping. She just doesn't care, although how she always manages to keep up with the schoolwork is a myth to everyone else.


There you have it. That's what's going on in our school everyday. Combine the 4 scenarios with a pinch of annoyed teachers and a dash of idiots you'll get a recipe for disaster.. I mean our school culture.

I know I sound like I hate my new school, but I really really love it here. Or at least, you can say I really love being with my friends and getting to know cool people and trying out new stuff. I'm pretty much oblivious to everything else, which might not be a bad thing at all.

Taking a step back from my school, which has a never ending cycle of... what I mentioned above, and jump into another cycle. I think most girls will like this one.

A cycle of BOYS!!! (I still don't know how to change font size and colour. Anyone help?)

I fall really easily, and pretty hard, for guys when I do. And note, I'm only talking about celebrities/manga characters here. And when I mean crazy, I do mean crazy, as in stalker-ish kinda crazy.
My first obsession:

You gotta admit, he's kinda cute for a hardcore rapper...

My next obsession:

LINKIN PARK!!! Yes, I love all 6 of them! Although I'm still trying to decide who I like better, Chester or Mike

My 3rd obsession:

A taiwanese drama called PILI MIT. Hey, I never said it had to be all guys ok! I think they are so cute in the drama! I think I like the female lead with both guys... Oh and the female lead is so cute! I think she's only like 20?

My latest obsession:


They are a breaking (b-boy) team in a taiwanese dance competition called 'Let's Dance'. Their team name, when translated to english, literally means black corner crew -_-''' I love them because they have superb skills and outstanding creativity! Although It's mainly because of one guy. He's the 1st person from the right in the 1st picture and the 2nd person from the left standing up in the 2nd picture. *drools* I love him!!! His specialty is 'air chair' (I dunno if you can translate it directly like that.) and he's also a DJ. I hope he doesn't have a girlfriend now... *crosses fingers*

I think I'm in love with him...

I feel so accomplished. A real post at last (for the obsessed list, I didn't add anime. I think I'm going to leave it till next time )! And to DarkMocca, thankyou for saying that you read my blog! You inspired me to create this one.

And a question to all girls (and guys): do you have crushes on celebs like me? If so, who are they?